Release the memories

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doll
portal made in dazz lot of postwork in psp
towers, grass, plants and other 3dstuff made in daz3D
sky and dessert made in vue
Hair painted in photoshop

Some things that happend in our childhood make that we do certains things in live, make that we try to avoid certain situations, make that we run away from certain things. Things that happend that even when we don't really realise makes that we fall in a certain pattern that we don't seem to be able to escape from. Things that holds us back to move further in our lifes. Things that we need and have to break with. Things like faillure, rejection, betrayel, manipulation etc that keep going through our minds, things that had a bigger impact on you then you ever realised. Things that have become bigger then they first were because you have replayed then over and over again..

Sometimes it seems like because of that, you seem to live in the past, replaying that or those moments again and again . And you just can't stop replaying them, trying to solve it, to find out what went wrong and how it went wrong, hoping to see it and hoping to change it somehow, so that the result would be different. You try to move forwards but you can't get over it, so you stay on the same spot.

The easiesst way is say ' get over it and move forwards' but it isn't easy at all , because first we have to embrace the event and its result, we have to learn from it , and then only then we can try to go forwards.

Every event in our lifes try to teach us something, that can make us understand out life better, that can prepare us for the next steps in our futurs. we learn, apply it then . We have to stop thinking of the life you have now and not the life we once had..

Its not easy but sometimes we succeed in our attempt to let the past be the past and move forwards. On that moment we have embraced the past thing, placed it somewhere so that we can move .
our life is to precious to live in the past, so how difficult it may be, one day in our lifes we have to release the past, to embrace the future before its to late, and have to live with more regrets that we can handle, because when we say ' if only i had...' when we are old, then its to late to act and change our mentality...