Before i forget that we are christmas till its to late
I wish you all a year where the sun warms your souls with in the snow a trail of beautiful memories..

I wish you all a great Christmas and a Fantastic Newyear. I hope that all your dreams and wishes may come true .

Looking back at the past year, it was a hectic year where i wasn't able to create a lot. It was a year with the birth of my son, the surgery of my oldest son. A year were the crisis hit most people. A year were we had to look what was really importent and what not.
And still a year passes so fast. It seems like just a few moments ago that the year 2009 started and before you know 2010 is before our nose.
Its a year were I noticed that people can act very selfisch, very 'me' and the rest can drop dead attitude. Their 'this is what you see but its not me' mask. Their making fun of situations that aren't funny at all. Their proudness of bullying people in their past.Their non excisting respect for others. They pretend they respect others but they aren't really saying the truth. The egotripping people who only help people when others see it, and don't bother when nobody is looking.
I see people yelling to take care of mother earth, and when nobody is looking do stuff that ruin mother earth.

And maybe its because i get older, that it gets more on my nerves, I don't know. But it get the effect on my that I don't hide it anymore when i see selfisch people, how they get on my nerve. I'm turning into a grumpy lady
So looking back at the past year, this grumpy old lady seem to had a close relation with the law of murphy
My last encounter with him gave me a thirth degree burnwound on my belly. Well after the c-section, my belly is numb, i don't feel a thing there. result , i got burned while i was cooking and i never felt it, till my husband asked what that red thing on my belly was. And then of course to late to take any action. Now because the wound is at such unusual place, it heals not so well. I hope that murphy stays out of my way next year.
Lord insomnia, visit frequently to, and Its a vicious circle, because during the day, your are tired ,and at nights you can't sleep. Well he will go some day i hope

Looking back at the past year, i noticed that the quality of the things( electro, cloths) you buy, isn't what it use to be. Its like it has to break in 2-3 years ( if you are lucky) Every year i have to buy a coffemachine, because it just don't hold. People say, ' buy a senseo' well that thing doesn't come in my house, i drink to much coffee, and it find it only a good for people who only drink one cup in a day ( i mostly drink 2-3 liters coffee )
You can't imagine how angry i come when some electro stuff gives up, and we have to search for yet another one. Where is the time that a washmachine got 15 years old? our first coffemachine was 9 years old, and from then we had to buy a new one every year, and this year even 2 , in 2008 we even had one that started to burn when it was 3 months old. I don't find it normal anymore .I have a long black velvet skirt that is 16 years old, and it looks still new, and i have skirts that are 3 months old that fell apart and that i had to sew ( and i hate sewing )My boots fell apart literally after a week of raining. I'm thinking of buying some army combats again, at least they go a few years before they get a hole

And still when i look back it wasn't a bad year, if you think that with all the misfortune, we got stronger out of it .. So that is good isn't it? I have a fantastic husband, and 2 cute boys and that count more then anything..
Well if i ever win the lotery i would be very glad to

Where can you find me
Digitalart.org
epilogue
Elfwood
Artician
Redbubble

Just some info

I just discovered that on the site of EON You can get Vue8 pioneer for free [link]
There are some limitations but you can all read that on that page.

Daz3D has a huge sale : lots of products are 50% off

Sebastian is a bit sick, the docter will come in the afternoon, he has a cold, and a slight fever which not worries me much but what worries me is that he's skin is red like some kind of allergic reaction. Maybe the combination of the cold with his teeth coming though is causing it, but i just want to be sure. Alekxander also has a cold, but he is he's usual self so he went to school.
Its the first time since long that i have some extra time on my pc while Sébastian sleeps. ( so i really hope the docter will arrive in the afternoon so i don't have to wake him up now) Normally he sleeps very little, and is very active, and follows me everywhere i go. WHich is sometimes very frustrating because i can't do much . Not to mention i don't get a lot of time in my pc .

We are already December again.. A year passes so fast , and in a month we are again in a new year.
But now i'm gona play in psp while i have the opportunity I 'm kinde confused because all that extra time now , can you believe that

Where can you find me
Digitalart.org
epilogue
Elfwood
Artician
Redbubble

I'm so lucky...Not
the law of murphy also seem to visit our home frequently

A few months ( i think) I fell off our stairs, Had a giant blue spot on my behind that looked like a black half moon and I seriously hurt my feet and leg who turned blue from my knee to my feet. I probably broke one of my euh ,thingies there at the end of my foot, because wearing shoes was a disaster and moving that little thing almost drove me through the ceiling. I started to cough just at the moment i was descending the stair and before i knew it i was falling. If you know we have a marble stair , you can imagine it was not exactly a soft fall. now i have a hole in my leg , i don't even know how i got a rond hole of 0.5 cm in my leg when the hole stair is square

A few weeks ago for some idiotic reason i succeeded getting stuck with one finger in a mailbox ( a real one, not an online one ) result half of my nail gone. i never knew that could bleed so much

I thought i had a verruca on my elbow, now it turns out its psoriasis. I froze that dammed thing a while ago, It hurted like hell, got some kind of burnwounds because of that freeze and it got back bigger then before. And now it turns out that froze that ugle thing was a useless act. At least its not contagious. Because Sébastian has a big fascination for that ugly thing. He always want to peel on that thing ( wel me to but its only because it start to hurt )
But strangly enough I find the fact that its psoriasis less worse then when i thought it was a verruca . If people comment on it, well their reaction show me fast enough if they are superficial or not. I really don't care.

Well, we have to life with it because there is no real cure for it. And the treatements causes most of the time to much side effect, that for the moment i just don't bother for it. i'm not gona try several things to get rid of that thing, at least for now .its another result of my non existing immunity system, i guess


Sebastian smashed a cup, he like the noise so much and we were to late to grab it out of his hands, so it broke.. He is so dammed fast he crawls around like a little formule 1 car and stands up..

Our chicken legs eggs ( duhh) but for some reason my husband must found an very old one without knowing it was an old one. So i was cleaning the shell before putting it away and for some reason it breaks... The smell was terrible , that dammed egg was rotten. I kept smelling it for the rest of the day for some reason..

we cought a foodpoisoning on halloween.. I normally have a stomach build of 'concrete'but was the first that went down. Alekxander went down the second and my husband as last. Luckely in 2 days the worst was over, and we don't like pitta anymore.. at least not from where we got it.

Something heavy felt on my toe and my toe nail fell out a few days later .Not so funny because that day everybody seem to want to step on that feet ...

SO today was a murphy free day and i hope he stays away for a long time...


Where can you find me
Digitalart.org
epilogue
Elfwood
Artician
Redbubble

Where can you find me
Digitalart.org
epilogue
Elfwood
Artician
Redbubble
----------------------------------
Some photo's of the building up of the exhibition are up. you can see them here [link] more will follow
----------------------------------
Copyright a thing that is so difficult on the internet.
So Just some interesting links about copyright that i have found during my searches on the internet about that
Copyright and patents questions
Transfer_and_licensing
Copyright for collage artists
Know your rights Copyright Law for the Creator of Fan Works
Creating a self published artbook/portfolio
Everything about copyright
Model releases
Photos of Trademarked and Copyrighted Works
Photos of Copyrighted Works: Do You Need a Release
Non-commercial uses of images: do non-profits need model releases
When Editorial Uses of Photos Require Model Releases
Model Releases: Why US laws are important to non-US photographers
Discussing Stock License Agreements
The Creative Commons and Photography
The Creative Commons2
Gaming the Creative Commons for Profit
A Proposal for the Creative Commons
Photographing People
Digital Manipulation: What is "Pure Photography?
Digital Manipulation: Responsibilities of Photojournalism
10 Big Myths about copyright explained
A brief intro to copyright
The Copyright Symbol Webpage

Dutch internet page about copyright
Wat is auteursrecht en hoe krijgt u dat
Copyright foto's
Alles over auteursrechten
Foto's op Internet

Anyway :
is holding a mini color contest
Read the details on her yournal [link]

Is just the most fantastic person i've encountered on Deviant art the last month ; She offered to help write me with my bio . Well she did the most amazing work, she cleaned out my answers, ( meaning my ramblings ) put it in a nice clean context.
I could never ever done it like she did is.
-------------------------------------
I'm trying to write a bio... The horror!! The past hour i just stared at my screen, wondering what i should write in that thing. i'm just to chaotic to write
I just don't have a single clue what to write in it, and more importent how to start on it.

about my background: i'm boring I just have no idea what to put their:
My inspirations, well there i write to much.

After some research on the net how to write a thing like that, i'm even more frustrated because it seems i have to write about myself in thirth person.. How the hell do i do that ? I'm not schizofrenic, i don't have a button in my head that release a voice that makes me talk about myself in thirth person I tried, i really did try , I did search in myself for a hidden identity who could talk about me , but for some reason i don't have one

Now you can ask why i put myself in such stress situation of writing one
I've been contacted by a magazine who wants to euh feature me (?) And they asked for that thing. And because of that i'm in stress modus now
Anyone have an idea what i can and can't write in that thing?


Anyway :
is holding a mini color contest
Read the details on her yournal [link]